Do you know how late it is?

Hehe, I realize that a lot of people can stay up much later than I without batting an eyelid, but it's about three o'clock. I'm exhausted. The reason I'm up? CGing a pic. ^^;;; Hehe, great. I started it early enough, but then I got busy with matters that were more important at the moment, hehe...

I wish I were dead. No, it's just the pic. ^_~ And now that I'm thinking about it, I shouldn't have named it that... I mean, that's what Troie's thinking, but I should've left the title in case I or anyone else wanted to put up a far more angsty pic. I've stolen the title, hehe. Oops. I guess I could rename it, though. I didn't realize it was so big, dimension-wise... And sooner or later, I must get around to practicing folds in clothes, so I can do something about her jeans. She wears them that low (yeah, they do touch the ground), but they should crumple up at the bottom. I can always just fix it later.

With that, I'm off to bed. Night night.

(no subject)

Went out with Mom today, to Roosevelt Field. We haven't been there in... easily two years. A lot has changed, I felt like a tourist... ^^; It was nice to be back out there again. While we were out, I picked up one of the books from my Amazon wishlist (it's been taken off now) since I couldn't find the one I really wanted. XD; When Someone You Love is Wiccan. Dad will be reading this book if he gives my tarot cards or Wicca books one more odd glance. Hehe, he called me a Witch at some point when he saw my pentacle, but I know he wasn't trying to be insulting (not that I'd take it as an insult anyway, hehe). If he was really worried about me, I'm sure he'd say something. He used to force me to go to church with him... this was after we visited my relatives in Oklahoma. He hadn't been to church in a long time, and going with Grandma got him back into it. After that, he tried to make me go. I just didn't feel it was for me... and I have a feeling Mom told him to knock it off. He seems to let me do what I want. I hope he does the same for Craig... I've already told Craig that when he's old enough to understand things, he should find his own path. Right now, he should just take the time to be a kid. You only get that chance once, after all. I miss it.

We may be visiting Oklahoma again this summer... and that bothers me. My relatives down there are severely religious. My aunt's even written a book. We get along great, but religiously we're way off. And I don't want to be forced into attending church. I'll probably go just because, but I don't want anyone grabbing my hand and yanking me out the door. If they do that, I'll just get angry at them.

And I wear my pentacle constantly. It never comes off, not even while I'm asleep. It'll feel odd if I have to go without it for an extended period of time.

Blah. Anyway... ^_^; Happy CJ. Why? CJ has pudding. Yummy chocolate pudding. And she's going to get some now.

(no subject)

There's a two-year-old in our building that sounds like a Chao. I'm not kidding. If I had told him to say "Chaaaaaoo~", he'd have done it perfectly. XD That's all. *wanders off again*

Silly Amazon.

Solitary Witch: The Ultimate Book of Shadows for the New Generation
by Silver Ravenwolf
List Price: $19.95
Price: $13.97 & eligible for FREE Super Saver Shipping on orders over $25. See details.
You Save: $5.98 (30%)
Availability: This title will be released on December 31, 1969. You may order it now and we will ship it to you when it arrives.

This was in my Message Center, as a new release. *snickers* Yah. 1969, huh? *pokes Amazon with a stick*

I want to sleep. I stayed up too late last night... but if I go to sleep, Mom or Dad will have to get Craig, and I don't think either of them want to. Need something to do to keep myself up...

(no subject)

*has been looking through Jen's journal music for punk covers* X3

I can't find Baby One More Time, though. And Take On Me's been a pain to get, too, though it's a lot easier to find. And doing all this on dial-up's slow as hell. But I need guitars. I'm hoping with everything I've got that those two are the ones I heard a long time ago on MTV, on a band contest they had.

Going to take one last look through my novel thingie... and if I like it, I won't edit it again. I'll print out a final copy, maybe show it to Mom... she's shown some interest in it. Not as of late, because I haven't mentioned it in a while, but she's one of the reasons I'm printing it to begin with. She asked me about it... so I'm taking that as an interest in reading it. ^^; Will have to let her know about the shoujo-ai in it. I'm sure it won't bug her that much. If it was a full-blown yuri, then she'd be bothered. Like I'd show her something like that anyway. XDDD

I just realized that the person I'm downloading this song from has a 56K connection like me. Argh. Didn't mean to do that... no wonder it's taking so long. I've been sitting here for at least half an hour, and it's saying it'll take me another... oooh, a jump in the transfer rate. Eight or nine minutes. Or ten... or twelve... damnit. You know, if Dad would show me how, I'd just switch the cable modem to my room and route it to his so he wouldn't have to... ^^;;;

I love this song. Mom would die if she heard it. She's not a punk fan, you see... XD

... The person I was downloading from is offline now. >_< Why do people wait until you've got over 80% and drop off then? *grumbles and gets something else*