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( Which Lost Souls Character am I? )

Not surprising. I like Nothing, and I do feel sort of needy lately...

... I left the book home this weekend. -_- Wanna get home and read it already.

Wonder what time we're going home... I want to talk to Robyn. Craig had me playing Half-Life with him last night (I chased him around like a psycho with the crowbar XD Infinite health codes are fun... there was so much blood on the floor wherever we went. Too bad it disappears...), so I wasn't really talking to anyone... and I didn't put my away message on. ._.;

I want Robyn to come home already, heh... I sound so selfish, but I miss her like Craig misses his sanity.

... Wait, that wasn't the best example...

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I placed my order with AnimeNation during their Xmas shipping promotion... the CDs are still backordered, but I should still get free shipping when they do ship, right?

Pssh, not like I'm going to cancel my order. I need my music. Downloading Chrono Cross music is a pain, and downloading Space Channel 5 music is impossible. XD;

Off to watch Bruce Almighty now. ^_____^

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Nyao. CJ needs a hug. CJ also needs food.

I kinda want to go home, scarily enough... Home means work and an extremely messy room and all that (*did NOT get around to cleaning it last week*), but... bleh.

Shit, I still haven't finished my art lesson...

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You know what's scary?

When Craig does something he shouldn't have done... this time, it was getting rough with Jason because Jason wouldn't listen to him (he ended up hurting Jay's finger, but not anything bad, thankfully)... and gets extremely depressed...

... and starts talking about how he wishes he were never born, and the world would be better without him.

He doesn't mean anything by it, I'm sure... but it rips me apart. He sounds like I used to when he does that.

He's feeling better now, though...

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I don't want to sleep, but I'm exhausted. Still haven't completed my art lesson--I don't think I'll finish with that until tomorrow night, which means it won't get mailed until Tuesday... nearly a week after it was due. ._. I haven't gotten creative all weekend, because yesterday we were out, and today the kids came over... I don't like drawing and writing when they're around, they get nosy. And I had to cheer Craig up (*waves her crowbar*), which got he and I playing Half-Life, plus we played some games of Halo with the kids... and I played some Amplitude...

Gah. I just don't budget my time the way I ought to. I wanted to draw today or something... but nothing would come out right when I did try. And I've been generally worried about stuff. People, things.

And it's too early to sleep anyway. *sigh* I wish I could have tomorrow off. I'll probably feel better by then. Up and down lately. -_-

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Hehe, you know I worry too much when I know we're leaving at 4:30 in the morning, and I turn the computer off, and turn it back on more than an hour later just to check on someone. I don't feel like it's worrying too much, though. I think I just have a strong maternal instinct... People tell me I have one with Craig. And I'm always worrying over my friends. I just want everyone happy.

I love you guys. Never forget it. And the two of you know who you are... I'll be thinking of you constantly.