( Idiots. )Please, please get me out of that office. Damnit, it was almost a good week. Almost. I almost had a week completely free of irritation. But no, Tim had to bring his loud ass in this morning.
I'm trying to find another job. It's a little difficult when the person I'm living with (and is feeding me, and is paying 2/3 of the rent) wants me to get jobs that will pay me pretty much what I'm getting now. Because, see, all that'll get me is more secretarial work since I have no skill at anything. Everything else, people want a degree for. Except retail. And retail treats you like shit.
Not only does she make it difficult for me to actually get the hell out of there since I don't want another job like this, but she
knows I'm passive and she
knows I think about everyone else before myself most of the time, and she
KNOWS I won't just quit the job. I got it to help HER with the rent. I won't LET myself leave the job, not because it'll be a waste or anything, but because she can't handle the rent by herself. Not without cutting this and that and the other thing. And I'm a spoiled brat, and I won't let that happen, so there.
And we could lower the cost of rent significantly by moving to a smaller apartment on a lower floor, but we have to spend $2,000 to do it! And that doesn't count actually
moving!Know what? I'm fed up with the world for today. I'm going to go cool off for a few hours.
Oh, and I barely wrote anything today. Icing on the cake.