Erk.

Two things:

One, it's time to do some massive cleaning in my NaNovel. I've pretty much given up on it, but I'm sure I can still do something. I just need to reshape it, which means there may be senseless deaths. I'm not far enough into it yet that I have a million characters, but there are a couple who can definitely die. They're really not needed. If I ever fix this thing up to be something readable, they will be cut. ^^;

And I finally got around to reading the pep talk by Neil Gaiman. To think he hit that point in the middle of writing Anansi Boys is amazing to me. That novel's awesome. How could he think no one would want to read it?

Two, I found the CD I put the soundtrack for DDR Mario Mix on. I've fallen in love with the music again. Of course, this is way after Nintendo reissued the game, so there's a fat chance of me finding it at a decent price. Well, maybe eBay. Maybe.

Can't wait to get home. I'm tired. I had a miserable night's sleep, but I guess that's because I spent a nice little chunk of it in the car worrying about the weather we were driving in.

Have to go to the bank. I got a check from Citibank for a whole $6.46. XD; Mom overpaid a credit card bill by that amount. Makes me sad it wasn't more, heh.

Whee, anxiety attack :D

Can I go home now, please?

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I've been told to do something about the panic attacks. This is, I think, only my third one, but it's my second at this job. The only one I had at Tax was when I was trying so hard to finish purging the old cases from the file room even though I knew there was no way I could finish. Anyway, what Mom expects me to do, I don't know. I'll go to Toyloy. She'll probably refer me to Mental Health so they can deal with it. They'll say they're not accepting new patients and refer me to someone else. If that someone else is St. Vincent's Services downtown, I'll immediately tell them to send me somewhere else. Last time, those people blew me off.

There've been all these little annoying bugs flying around the apartment lately. We think they were nesting in the radiators, and now that they've turned the heat on, the bugs are being forced out. I've killed three or four in here already, and there's another one flying around somewhere. There's no sign of them nesting anywhere visible. They just showed up one day. Know what's really annoying? When one of them tries to go up your nose. Do not want.

We went to Dallas BBQs on 23rd Street for dinner. Very good. Will eat there again.

Anyway. I'm tired. Probably going to sit in bed while I nibble on some cookies and go to bed in a bit.

Boss will not be in on Wednesday, if I heard correctly. Good, stay the hell away. 9_9