Rrrgh. Boss needs go home now.

I had to force myself out today. My scalp got itchy again in the middle of the night (seems to do that whenever I wake up... or am I waking up BECAUSE of my scalp?), so I spent a nice little chunk of time combatting that issue. No other way to describe it. I seriously have to attack my scalp with the hair grease. Not fun when I just want to roll over and sleep. Also wanted to stay home because I had a feeling Mom wouldn't wait up for me, despite having an appointment for an ultrasound today, and at least if I was already home, her waiting up wouldn't be an issue. She's not waiting. She had the Kia dealership up there order a rear windshield wiper for the Sedona (because the one we have doesn't wipe as it should--not made for that windshield, I think), and she has to get up there and pick it up. I was really hoping I wouldn't have to take the bus today. I think this is just one of those days... I don't want to be bothered with the commute. Going to Port Authority, buying the ticket, standing on line, and having to ride through three hours of traffic and four stops that aren't mine (five if Mom tells me to go to Honesdale...) is not how I want to spend my evening.

But Rock Band is up there, and I've fallen in love with the guitar again. So I must.

But yes, I do not want to be here. And I have the urge to doodle, but I can't bring myself to do so for more than ten seconds at a time because the boss is around, and... yeah. Agh. Frustration stop now.

I feel like I'm down, but I think it's mostly tiredness. At least it's warm out.

Step one.

So I was browsing NaNoWriMo's forums (because, really, what else do I look at online these days?) and happened into the Big, Fun, Scary forums to look at what everyone's planning to do for themselves over the course of this year. In a weight loss thread, someone mentioned SparkPeople, and several people agreed that it's a great site and they've lost weight since becoming members. I took a look around (FREE site, no restrictions on how much non-members can look at, yay!), and decided to sign up.

( My plan details and such. )

Holy migraine with aura, Batman!

(I'm posting too much at work.)

Okay. First ever headache with the warning I've been reading so much about. My vision went crazy. The whites on the screen started taking on a blue appearance (bluer than usual), and all of a sudden I went blind for a few seconds. And as I sat in my chair trying to figure out what was going on, pow. Migraine. Still waiting for the Excedrin (which I left at work, THANK GOD) to kick in.

That's not fun and it'd better not happen again. x_o My head feels so weird now. I can't look up or the ceiling lights blind me. Everything in this office is too bright. Gah.

Screw not drawing. I'm taking my eyes away from the screen now.