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[meitantei_cj]

So I got my book (FINALLY), and have brought it back home so I don't have to bring the box with me to work. Problem is, I don't want to go back out. It's gotten harder and harder for me to get up every morning, and I think there may be some psychological weariness involved--I get to sleep at a decent hour, I shouldn't be so tired in the morning. I think it has more to do with the fact that I don't want to get up. It's been like this for two weeks. I was late to work every day last week, except maybe one. This week I've been dragging myself out. It's not easy to leave the apartment for work anymore.

I just took a day off last week. I can't keep taking days off.

But oh my god, do I want to.