Can't do it.

[meitantei_cj]

Because you know something? I don't want to. I don't want to. And that's that. Because I may not be able to get my way with work and my parents and life in general, but I'll damn sure get it with this.

I'm not ready. I may never be ready. You don't seem to have the ability to deal with that (after HOW many years of "contact, ignore, contact, ignore"?), but that's not my problem. I know how I feel about it. It's not changing right now.

So, hi. I don't need to name you, you know who you are.

One word, two letters: No.