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I need to stay home today, I really do. Exhausted. Partially my fault I guess, but I haven't been able to get a good night's sleep. If I stayed home, though, Mom would have something to say. Sometimes I just need to live alone.

I think I am going to stay home today. Screw it. Just give me today.

Stayed home.

I won't do it again. I just really needed the day to myself.

Had a long talk with Mom that involved her doing 98% of the talking. She said I'm very intense, that I'm like Dad, that she sees it more and more all the time. She said once he and I get on something, we fixate on it and tend to obsess over it.

Almost ended up having to go to Albany tomorrow for some kind of training... but Kwesi called and told me they're going to use another date. Good for me, because I really didn't feel like going up there. It's a day out of the office, but blah.

Anyway... have some things to think about in my life. I know, I keep saying that, and eventually I'll actually get around to it.

I was supposed to play lotto today. Found $10 taped to a survey I was supposed to have done about two weeks ago (their fault for not telling me it was time-sensitive), and was going to use it. Never got out today though, so...

Too much stuff...

My room's in an uproar since I decided earlier to go through my drawers and get rid of all the clothes I never wear/don't want anymore. I have entirely too much in this room. o_o Some of this stuff hasn't been worn in years. I need to get into my closet and do the same thing. There's a lot in there from Mom's past that she's keeping in there.

I want to mod my PS2. I have a PAL version of ICO. I want to play it. The PAL version got all the cool extras and we got hosed.

Anyway. Cleaning off my bed, then I'm going to sleep.