I would like to stay home, please.

Not in a good mood. Had another night of bad sleep. Have the meeting this week, so have to go, although Kwesi could make his own agenda and take his own damn notes for a change. Mom will never leave me alone, though, and Dad will call and bother me. Might leave afterward, not sure. I have a headache like you wouldn't believe. I feel like I have a pressure build-up in my head.

Oh well.

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Right. The boss just told me he has a meeting right now that conflicts with the biweekly meeting, and we'll end up having to push it back. He knew about that meeting. He accepted it last week. It's on his calendar, and he was in Outlook yesterday because he e-mailed me from Albany. Pushing the meeting back is not the problem. The problem is, I don't know when he wants the meeting, and I don't know if there are any rooms available ANYWHERE for the meeting. Our usual room on this floor is taken for the entire day because we have three divisions of the agency here, and two of them don't have their own rooms. Our meeting was supposed to be upstairs in an hour.

Gah. On his head be it if we end up with no room. He's irresponsible. He leaves these things for the last minute, and I'm not killing myself for this. I'll check for availability, and if there is none, oh well. There might not be that many of us, maybe we can use a small room. I can't even say yet since people aren't here yet.

Pushing the meeting back has also screwed things up a bit. Mom got my text this morning about probably coming home early (since I said I was only going to work because we have the meeting, and I make it a point not to miss the meetings), and she said even though we'd decided not to go to the house this weekend, I could meet her like I did a few weeks ago and we'd go up anyway. The boss said we'd have to push the meeting back to twelve or one. If we have it at one, there's really no point in leaving. I'd be free at two. I don't know. Depends on what time we hold the meeting, and if Mom still wants to go if I get out late.

Sharone just called saying she thinks twelve would be the better time, so I guess I'll just send the notice. Right now it's out of the boss's hands. It was out of his hands the second he gave me last-minute notice and left without clarifying things. Twelve it is.

Hey.

Is anyone on my friends list an IGN Insider? I want their Elebits Guide in a format I can actually use offline. Theirs is a FULL guide, not that half-assed thing someone submitted on GameFAQs. They have them in PDF format for subscribers. I am not spending another dime on anything other than lunch until next paycheck. I'm also not on IGN enough to warrant getting a subscription. You should just be able to buy the things or something.

Speaking of money, my dumb godfather apparently borrowed money from Mom and was going to pay her back, but got himself fired from his brand-new job due to certain circumstances. I don't know how much he owes her, but he can't pay it, which means Mom now has to put everything toward a bill she thought she'd have more than enough to pay. This weekend will now be spent in the apartment doing absolutely nothing because neither of us can afford to go out and do something, like she'd wanted to. I should have more money than I do, and to be honest I'm not broke, but I don't want to spend anything else. It's bad enough Mom borrowed $100 of the money I had left over from... however much cash I started out with... $260 or something. She paid me back by not taking $100 out for rent, but that ended up getting taken anyway since Dad took the other half of the money for my computer.

I bought that game from a seller on Amazon. Amazon took $79 from me for the Prime subscription, which I totally forgot about. I bought myself another subscription to dA, because I haven't been using it too much, but I like my searches and I like having no ads, and all the other little perks. I have $12 cash and will have to dip into the checking account next week. That's it. I'm not doing anything else. And if anyone in my family even opens their mouth to ask to borrow anything, I'll kick their butt. I was supposed to get my hair done. It needs doing. Completely selfish of me, but I get very aggravated with monetary issues.

Mom knows how my godfather is, but she lends him money anyway. The man's 50-something and cannot keep a job. Ever. People like that can't be trusted to pay back what they owe.