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Oct. 27th, 2003 08:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
meitantei_cjThis song is pretty.
Tomorrow... I'm going to try to talk to Tas. I think I'm slowly starting to realize what's wrong, why the job is annoying me so much even though it shouldn't be. I feel more at ease when I'm working alone, i.e., at the IRS. When I get work there, it's not a big deal. I get it done, it's over. I get work at the state office, and it's... ugh. I think with all those people in the office, bothering me about the copier and asking me to fax things and go retrieve their faxes and transferring calls and such...
Working alone is so much better for me than working with a huge group of people. I don't feel as smothered and under surveillance and... something. I don't know. And I still get work done. I just feel more at ease.
I'm going to ask Tas if it's possible for me to go to the IRS more often. I really hope she doesn't see it as laziness, because it's not. If I tell her I've been depressed, maybe she'll be able to help me. One day out of the week is great, but at the same time, isn't enough. Does that make any sense?
I dunno. Give me comments? Like, what exactly do you guys think I should say? Here:
CJ Rocket Knight (9:50:11 PM): I really don't know if I'll be able to go over there more often.
RikMach (9:50:39 PM): Can you tell me about your work? I'm not totally sure what you do?
CJ Rocket Knight (9:52:54 PM): I'm pretty much a secretary. I answer and transfer calls, I retrieve faxes, I pull files out of the file room, I open and distribute mail, put cases into the computer...
CJ Rocket Knight (9:53:07 PM): and make copies or send faxes.
RikMach (9:53:15 PM): *Nods* and at the IRS?
CJ Rocket Knight (9:54:58 PM): Well, that's the reason I feel it'll come off as laziness. I don't do a huge amount there. The auditors there give me copies of taxpayers' forms (1040s, 1120s, things like that), and I sort them. At the end of the month, I have to send a box full of them to Albany so they can process them.
CJ Rocket Knight (9:55:11 PM): Some days we get a lot of work, some days we get very little, some none at all.
RikMach (9:55:59 PM): *Nods*
RikMach (9:56:19 PM): And you wouldn't mind getting allot, you just want to work there.
CJ Rocket Knight (9:56:26 PM): Exactly.
CJ Rocket Knight (9:56:38 PM): Because all that other stuff isn't there.
Tomorrow... I'm going to try to talk to Tas. I think I'm slowly starting to realize what's wrong, why the job is annoying me so much even though it shouldn't be. I feel more at ease when I'm working alone, i.e., at the IRS. When I get work there, it's not a big deal. I get it done, it's over. I get work at the state office, and it's... ugh. I think with all those people in the office, bothering me about the copier and asking me to fax things and go retrieve their faxes and transferring calls and such...
Working alone is so much better for me than working with a huge group of people. I don't feel as smothered and under surveillance and... something. I don't know. And I still get work done. I just feel more at ease.
I'm going to ask Tas if it's possible for me to go to the IRS more often. I really hope she doesn't see it as laziness, because it's not. If I tell her I've been depressed, maybe she'll be able to help me. One day out of the week is great, but at the same time, isn't enough. Does that make any sense?
I dunno. Give me comments? Like, what exactly do you guys think I should say? Here:
CJ Rocket Knight (9:50:11 PM): I really don't know if I'll be able to go over there more often.
RikMach (9:50:39 PM): Can you tell me about your work? I'm not totally sure what you do?
CJ Rocket Knight (9:52:54 PM): I'm pretty much a secretary. I answer and transfer calls, I retrieve faxes, I pull files out of the file room, I open and distribute mail, put cases into the computer...
CJ Rocket Knight (9:53:07 PM): and make copies or send faxes.
RikMach (9:53:15 PM): *Nods* and at the IRS?
CJ Rocket Knight (9:54:58 PM): Well, that's the reason I feel it'll come off as laziness. I don't do a huge amount there. The auditors there give me copies of taxpayers' forms (1040s, 1120s, things like that), and I sort them. At the end of the month, I have to send a box full of them to Albany so they can process them.
CJ Rocket Knight (9:55:11 PM): Some days we get a lot of work, some days we get very little, some none at all.
RikMach (9:55:59 PM): *Nods*
RikMach (9:56:19 PM): And you wouldn't mind getting allot, you just want to work there.
CJ Rocket Knight (9:56:26 PM): Exactly.
CJ Rocket Knight (9:56:38 PM): Because all that other stuff isn't there.
