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I want my own room... -_-
Sep. 30th, 2012 02:54 pmYeah, next year, I think I'm going to try to get a single.
I'm noticing things that annoy me about Heather and A... things like them talking through Elementary while I was watching the pilot, and beating their various woes to death. A was taking Zoloft for OCD and decided to quit it cold turkey for whatever reason, and kept complaining about the lightheadedness/dizziness she's getting as a result. Heather does the same thing--she's been having migraine issues all month and when she starts complaining about it, she will NOT stop. It's like, all right, I got it the first five times. I can't do anything about it, so what does whining about it do? I'm not saying she's not allowed to wallow in some misery--it IS migraine problems she's having, after all--but not all the time, dude. It was worse when they took her off her birth control (because that might have been aggravating her condition) and she was cramping.
Sophie said something about maybe trying to get a triple with me, her, and Sarah, and I think that would be the only arrangement that would keep me out of a single. (And even then, Sarah is absolutely OBSSESSED with Yu-Gi-Oh!, Pokemon, and Legend of the Guardians and treats you like you should have the same enthusiasm, and she likes to show you videos and recite them as they're playing, which has me wary of sharing a space with her. She's too... I'm not sure what the word is.) I'm sure singles cost more, but whatever.
A is just loud. I have my headphones on and I can hear her. I'm trying to concentrate on writing exercises I should've been keeping up on and she's cackling on the other side of the room. I'm tempted to go down to the lounge, but it has a weird smell and I like the comfort of my bed when I'm working on school stuff. Last weekend I had pretty much the entire weekend to myself. I think A's roommate must have gone home or away or something, because Heather was only ever up here for a few minutes at a time, and I had nights and most of my days alone in terms of roommate and girlfriend. It was nice.
I swear, I'm just too solitary. Or those two are too immature for me. I didn't have as many annoyances with Sophie, but Sophie is definitely more mature, so that could have something to do with it. She and I definitely meshed much better. Heather and I promised to room with each other way back in our first semester (like right after Inbound, probably), before A even existed, and in hindsight, I wouldn't have done it. This is why you really get to know people first before you move in together, haha.
I'm not as excited now for my classes as I was. Writing Across Media seems like a joke; Wine in a Vessel is good, but I'm nervous about the research paper and wish we could just have tests; Digital Storytelling still feels like it's going to kick my butt because my creativity completely SUCKS right now. I haven't properly drawn in ages, just doodled, which bothers me, but I just don't have the mood for it lately. Principles of IT-Digital Media is the only one where I'm like, yes, I can handle this. I don't like it. I have like two more months to go and it's only gonna get worse as the semester goes on.
The GOOD thing since my last post: Last week (the 20th) I called up Planned Parenthood and was like, "New pills. I need them." The general practitioner that called me back was going to put me on Loestrin (some number) FE, but I told her I'd like to get back on Quasense because I had a good experience before. She warned me that doesn't necessarily mean it'll go right the second time, and I said I'd rather take my chances, and if it screwed me up again, THEN I'd try the Loestrin. I've been on Quasense for a week. Bleeding has stopped. No cramping. No weirdness down there. I feel 100% normal. And the real test will be another three weeks from now when I'm supposed to start up again, but I'm confident everything will go the way it ought to. Next time I should have any discomfort should be December, during winter break, which is absolutely perfect timing.
Mom and Dad actually drove the new pills down here to me. Mom was going to send them express so I would have them on the day of the field trip, but Dad said they should drive them down since I'd been so ill. I got them two days earlier, and as such, I only spotted during the trip, and not much at all, either. Love my parents. They drove eight hours round-trip for me. <3
Anyway. Writing exercises and music. And eventually I have to write a blog post, but I might leave that until tomorrow.
I'm noticing things that annoy me about Heather and A... things like them talking through Elementary while I was watching the pilot, and beating their various woes to death. A was taking Zoloft for OCD and decided to quit it cold turkey for whatever reason, and kept complaining about the lightheadedness/dizziness she's getting as a result. Heather does the same thing--she's been having migraine issues all month and when she starts complaining about it, she will NOT stop. It's like, all right, I got it the first five times. I can't do anything about it, so what does whining about it do? I'm not saying she's not allowed to wallow in some misery--it IS migraine problems she's having, after all--but not all the time, dude. It was worse when they took her off her birth control (because that might have been aggravating her condition) and she was cramping.
Sophie said something about maybe trying to get a triple with me, her, and Sarah, and I think that would be the only arrangement that would keep me out of a single. (And even then, Sarah is absolutely OBSSESSED with Yu-Gi-Oh!, Pokemon, and Legend of the Guardians and treats you like you should have the same enthusiasm, and she likes to show you videos and recite them as they're playing, which has me wary of sharing a space with her. She's too... I'm not sure what the word is.) I'm sure singles cost more, but whatever.
A is just loud. I have my headphones on and I can hear her. I'm trying to concentrate on writing exercises I should've been keeping up on and she's cackling on the other side of the room. I'm tempted to go down to the lounge, but it has a weird smell and I like the comfort of my bed when I'm working on school stuff. Last weekend I had pretty much the entire weekend to myself. I think A's roommate must have gone home or away or something, because Heather was only ever up here for a few minutes at a time, and I had nights and most of my days alone in terms of roommate and girlfriend. It was nice.
I swear, I'm just too solitary. Or those two are too immature for me. I didn't have as many annoyances with Sophie, but Sophie is definitely more mature, so that could have something to do with it. She and I definitely meshed much better. Heather and I promised to room with each other way back in our first semester (like right after Inbound, probably), before A even existed, and in hindsight, I wouldn't have done it. This is why you really get to know people first before you move in together, haha.
I'm not as excited now for my classes as I was. Writing Across Media seems like a joke; Wine in a Vessel is good, but I'm nervous about the research paper and wish we could just have tests; Digital Storytelling still feels like it's going to kick my butt because my creativity completely SUCKS right now. I haven't properly drawn in ages, just doodled, which bothers me, but I just don't have the mood for it lately. Principles of IT-Digital Media is the only one where I'm like, yes, I can handle this. I don't like it. I have like two more months to go and it's only gonna get worse as the semester goes on.
The GOOD thing since my last post: Last week (the 20th) I called up Planned Parenthood and was like, "New pills. I need them." The general practitioner that called me back was going to put me on Loestrin (some number) FE, but I told her I'd like to get back on Quasense because I had a good experience before. She warned me that doesn't necessarily mean it'll go right the second time, and I said I'd rather take my chances, and if it screwed me up again, THEN I'd try the Loestrin. I've been on Quasense for a week. Bleeding has stopped. No cramping. No weirdness down there. I feel 100% normal. And the real test will be another three weeks from now when I'm supposed to start up again, but I'm confident everything will go the way it ought to. Next time I should have any discomfort should be December, during winter break, which is absolutely perfect timing.
Mom and Dad actually drove the new pills down here to me. Mom was going to send them express so I would have them on the day of the field trip, but Dad said they should drive them down since I'd been so ill. I got them two days earlier, and as such, I only spotted during the trip, and not much at all, either. Love my parents. They drove eight hours round-trip for me. <3
Anyway. Writing exercises and music. And eventually I have to write a blog post, but I might leave that until tomorrow.
