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Oct. 27th, 2003
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Oct. 27th, 2003 03:13 pmDidn't talk to Tas like I was supposed to. Just came home early. My head is killing me, partially due to my not using my glasses recently. They're too dirty, they actually HURT my eyes when I used them last week. So I stopped. I need another lens cloth to clean them with, everything else risks scratching the lenses.
Whatever though... I'm home.
( Signs of burnout )
Yup. -_- Off to take out some frustration on Cross and Utsanomiko on Road Rash 64... I'll start my first art assignment afterward.
Whatever though... I'm home.
( Signs of burnout )
Yup. -_- Off to take out some frustration on Cross and Utsanomiko on Road Rash 64... I'll start my first art assignment afterward.
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Oct. 27th, 2003 08:47 pmThis song is pretty.
Tomorrow... I'm going to try to talk to Tas. I think I'm slowly starting to realize what's wrong, why the job is annoying me so much even though it shouldn't be. I feel more at ease when I'm working alone, i.e., at the IRS. When I get work there, it's not a big deal. I get it done, it's over. I get work at the state office, and it's... ugh. I think with all those people in the office, bothering me about the copier and asking me to fax things and go retrieve their faxes and transferring calls and such...
Working alone is so much better for me than working with a huge group of people. I don't feel as smothered and under surveillance and... something. I don't know. And I still get work done. I just feel more at ease.
I'm going to ask Tas if it's possible for me to go to the IRS more often. I really hope she doesn't see it as laziness, because it's not. If I tell her I've been depressed, maybe she'll be able to help me. One day out of the week is great, but at the same time, isn't enough. Does that make any sense?
I dunno. Give me comments? Like, what exactly do you guys think I should say? Here:
( What I do at work. Both places. )
Tomorrow... I'm going to try to talk to Tas. I think I'm slowly starting to realize what's wrong, why the job is annoying me so much even though it shouldn't be. I feel more at ease when I'm working alone, i.e., at the IRS. When I get work there, it's not a big deal. I get it done, it's over. I get work at the state office, and it's... ugh. I think with all those people in the office, bothering me about the copier and asking me to fax things and go retrieve their faxes and transferring calls and such...
Working alone is so much better for me than working with a huge group of people. I don't feel as smothered and under surveillance and... something. I don't know. And I still get work done. I just feel more at ease.
I'm going to ask Tas if it's possible for me to go to the IRS more often. I really hope she doesn't see it as laziness, because it's not. If I tell her I've been depressed, maybe she'll be able to help me. One day out of the week is great, but at the same time, isn't enough. Does that make any sense?
I dunno. Give me comments? Like, what exactly do you guys think I should say? Here:
( What I do at work. Both places. )
