I am in SUCH a good mood.
Feb. 29th, 2004 01:15 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
meitantei_cjDespite being so engrossed in Kill Me, Kiss Me (finally found it!) that I looked up just in time to see the doors of the train close on my stop (._.;) and had to get off at the next stop and wait twenty minutes for the same exact train I got off of to come back (._.;;;), I had an excellent day. I met up with Renee at about 11:30 this morning, and we spent the entire day together. We didn't get to explore the village too much, but we'll do that next time. She did take me to the Oscar Wilde bookstore, though, which I definitely have to go back to more often. Was very pleased to realize it's a queer bookstore, and naturally would have Poppy Z. Brite novels. I picked up Drawing Blood, of course. ^_^ The gymnastics meet was cool to watch. It's so different on TV... Renee said it's more exciting on television. XD; There's such a huge time lapse most of the time because of commercial breaks. I saw some amazing things today, though. Very cool experience.
We went back to her place and watched the episodes of The L Word and Queer Eye I've taped for her over the past two weeks... We opened up more to each other as we did. We're so much more alike than I originally thought. Little things like being left-handed to important things like how we react when our friends are down. She gives hugs, too. She knows exactly how I feel sometimes when watching Ban and Ginji-san go through what they go through... because her best friend called while I was there, and she wanted to give hugs so badly.
I'm glad the friend called, too. It let me see a helpful side of Renee, something that's helped to make it completely clear how I feel about her. She told me one of the things that attracted her to me is my genuine soul... I feel the same about her.
We sat and cuddled, and joked about her bed that kept shifting on us, and talked about how she really needs to come back to New York once she goes back to Normal. (Illinois. XD Her friends tease her about that all tlhe time, she said the joke never gets old.) And when she walked me back to the train station, and we hugged, and I went into the station without her... it sort of didn't feel right. I wanted to spend more time with her, even if it just meant her coming back over here, spending the night, and the two of us hanging out again tomorrow.
It's been a really long time since I've felt this way about someone, and been able to hold them. I hope she can come back to the city. Now that I have someone I connect with so well, I don't want her to leave. She really is a beautiful person.
We went back to her place and watched the episodes of The L Word and Queer Eye I've taped for her over the past two weeks... We opened up more to each other as we did. We're so much more alike than I originally thought. Little things like being left-handed to important things like how we react when our friends are down. She gives hugs, too. She knows exactly how I feel sometimes when watching Ban and Ginji-san go through what they go through... because her best friend called while I was there, and she wanted to give hugs so badly.
I'm glad the friend called, too. It let me see a helpful side of Renee, something that's helped to make it completely clear how I feel about her. She told me one of the things that attracted her to me is my genuine soul... I feel the same about her.
We sat and cuddled, and joked about her bed that kept shifting on us, and talked about how she really needs to come back to New York once she goes back to Normal. (Illinois. XD Her friends tease her about that all tlhe time, she said the joke never gets old.) And when she walked me back to the train station, and we hugged, and I went into the station without her... it sort of didn't feel right. I wanted to spend more time with her, even if it just meant her coming back over here, spending the night, and the two of us hanging out again tomorrow.
It's been a really long time since I've felt this way about someone, and been able to hold them. I hope she can come back to the city. Now that I have someone I connect with so well, I don't want her to leave. She really is a beautiful person.
